I was looking for something else
something deeper, higher, faster.

I thought I'd found it.
By the time I knew I hadn't it was gone.

As it left, it took a part of me with it.
Leaving me empty, a whole pierced right throught the soul.

Blood flowing out the hole,
the sting of the pain driving me insane.


Then I started to heal,
became somewhat whole again.

Saw what I have had, what I got left.
Started to continue looking for my destiny.

Waiting for the pain to return,
the drama to begin all over again.


My own ignorance and stupidity are no less than that of anyone else.